as you may have noticed, the preminum on this site is done. so, like i said i was going to do, i'll be writing on my other site from now on. i haven't upgraded it yet but i'lll get around to it eventually. that is unless some nice person would like to buy it for me as a christmas present or something (like that's going to happen)

anyway. the other site is UnKnownViXen. check it out if you read this site regularly. here is the link just in case you are as spastic as i can be sometimes.

http://www.xanga.com/home.asp?user=unknownvixen

I alway say that I hate causing problems, inconvinences and so on but here I am causing them again. I have this horrible way of always getting what is best for me no matter what is good for everyone else.

I guess I should explain. Today is Andrew's grandmothers birthday party and tomorrow their family is having their Christmas dinner. I was invited to the Christmas but I have to go to the birthday party too because it's tonight and whatever. Now I was ok with taking the train out to Andrew this afternoon but no, that would too much of a hassle for me so Andrew got his pregnant mother to drive out here to pick me up. This is the opposite direction for an hour. It will add four hours to the trip tp the party. No one would do this for anybody else, just me because I am so spoiled.

Here is another example. Last night I wanted to go shopping for Christmas presents for my mom and sister. but I am (or was) broke. I asked my mom for $30 so I could buy my sister the cds she wanted. We got into an agument and she offered to only give me $19 for 1 cd. Then she said to ask my dad for it. I did and he gave me $100!! "You still need to get your mother something right? Ok. Here. And you can keep the change." I was shocked and said "Wow, I've never been just handed one of these ($100 bill) before. I can keep it? Why?" He answered "Because I like ya." I AM SO SPOILED!!! I love it sometimes but sometimes it isn't fair. I mean I was given $250 in the last two weeks by my dad for no reason. He hasn't given my sister any money in monthes!! and she has asked too!! I rarely even ask. Maybe that is why he does it. Because I don't beg and I am grateful for everything I am given.

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licorice jelly beans

or "i just made 10 bucks for doing something that tasted disgusting and turned my tongue black." 

i have a stupid story!! last night i went to hang out with rob and buy him dinner because he was almost out of meal points and because of my diet i still had like 400. while i was there we went to kelly (dining hall) so i could buy candy and stuff to bring home to waste the rest of my points. i bought him a big box of jelly belly jelly beans. when we got back to his room we were eating them and he told me i couldn't have anymmore. he said i could only have licorice. i hate licorice so this somehow turned into a bet. it started with all the ones in the box for $5 and somehow turned into all the black ones left over in his last box and these, 20 jelly beans for $10. how could i pass it up? $10! how many of you could turn that down, no matter how much you hated licorice? i am such a 18 year old. i asked my mom if she'd do it and she said no way. then i asked her "how about when you were 18?" and she said "of course. 10 bucks how could i not?"